Friday, July 30, 2010

Today is Friday the 30th July 2010

I tak tahu kenapa at times, we tend to feel unhappy and even feel lost! with no reason. Kalau kite beritahu orang lain, of course they may say, oh biasa lah perempuan. But for me it's not that, I woke up early in the morning today, do all the routines, drove to the office, and today ikot jalan lain because yesterday I was caught in the jamm and smp office lambat. I still feel ok, but when you sit on your chair, switch on your lappy to start what's new for today, get the milo from machine, read the newspaper, read emails and started feel like...wanna cry....what on earth!

I just feel unhappy...I need to attend a meeting on this coming tuesday..I just don't have heart to go...thats what I felt lately...I have the heart to work..to push myself to keep move on and don't give..I need fresh air with fresh nurture environment which I know my expertise and skills can be well develop happily...

I did told my friends, kalau ikotkan hati i ni, nak je i tender my resignation letter. But bile fikirkan balik nak kahwin...nak buat itu ini...I put my second thought...urghhh....harap2 ada la rezeki i kat mana2....i just cant stand to be in here anymore...totally sick!

sigh....

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