..upgrade mode..

I had really challenging weeks for last 2 to 3 weeks back. Feeling depress, sad, and 1st time ever I feel like 24 hours a day wasnt enough to go through the daily routine as employee as student as daughter as sister and even as gurlfren of someone...but even so, i noticed that am ready to face and to go through all the process everyday regardless as if i feel sooo damn exhausted or even feel like crying but i managed to make it done as it should be (greatfulll). And realise that i am getting matured each day (had wrinkle and better thought - either way that make me feel that i am matured hehe). and the best thing that i havent miss to do during this ramadhan is to go back early everyday hehe...it just i didnt have time to go to surau to perform tarawikh everyday as some of the days am a student and need to be in the class.

as such, now i believe that age is not just a number. it play roles for me and i believe to everybody too.as we getting senior (notice that i didnt use the word older hehe) we tend to think what is best for others and also for ourself. we tend to think much of our parents welfare, siblings, the other half, the other half's family, friends, and even trying not to be selfish and will always try to put ourselves in others' shoes too. we realize that relationships brings so much meaning to our life and the implication of breaking it resulting depressing and sadness to the entire life i believe.  like for me, i always put my thought to others first rather than myself. not to mentioned that such showing i am good, but this is how i feel. i hope it's a good thing..

well well well, it's time to shut the eyes and recharge the brain for tomorrow as tomorrow is just another fullfilling day that i need to attend to hehehehe....

nite nite